Life IS short

This morning I received an sms from my collegemate,and my eyes went O.O when I read what she said. She said one of our collegemate passed away yesterday! I was in shocked! I couldn't believe it! Then I checked Facebook and indeed her father posted using her account to inform us about the bad news..She was involved in a car accident...I can't remember the last time we chat, but I know I will truly miss her as she was part of my college memories... She is so cheerful no matter what and I will always remember her smile. May she rest in peace..I will forever miss you, Mabel Lai.

Ever thought of this?

Have any of you ever thought of this? The thought that you might die in your sleep. It's pretty scary. I've thought of this many times. What if you just suddenly die in your sleep? You will not be able to tell your family how much you love them, your friends, how lucky you are to know and have them. You will also not have the chance to do the things you wanted to do, such as sitting a super duper scary roller coaster, buying a pet, helping a stranger, or just being kind for the whole day. You might not be able to tell your friends the truth that you might be keeping from them. Pretty scary, isn't it? If you didn't know that you would die in your sleep? So, just incase anything happen, I hope my friends know that I'm so lucky to have known all of you and so thankful that you filled my memories with those happy moments, I hope you feel the same about me too.=)

I want to be happy

I want to be happy,but somehow it's like my heart won't let me be happy. These few days,I just feel....empty...I want to laugh,but instead what I feel like is crying. I want to be happy,but my heart won't let me. So, how am I supposed to be happy if my mind is happy but my heart doesn't wanna be empty but it just feels empty instead?

To be or not to be

I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't wanna feel depressed,yet at the same time I don't feel like being happy....maybe it's because of the song that I'm listening to now..all the oldies songs..=/ maybe I'm just tired of being too happy or too depressed...How I wish it is easy to have a simple life..but..Life always ain't easy and simple.....

Hmmm....

In my opinion, the worst thing someone can do is to love somebody although you know that they'll never love you back..=/

I'm strong

I heard this phrase from the radio...It caught my attention... 'Depression is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign that you have been strong for too long'. So,now is time for me to be weak and happy..=)

Positive thoughts

Recently I keep having negative thoughts..I realised that it's eating me and making me worse...So, I have to tell myself everyday that I just have to stop. Stop having negative thoughts but instead focus on the positive thoughts eventhough there is more negative thought running through my head right now. Negative. Stop! Positive....=)I'll try to have a positive thought today. i just have to stop thinking about negative thought...STOP!!!