I want to be happy

I want to be happy,but somehow it's like my heart won't let me be happy. These few days,I just feel....empty...I want to laugh,but instead what I feel like is crying. I want to be happy,but my heart won't let me. So, how am I supposed to be happy if my mind is happy but my heart doesn't wanna be empty but it just feels empty instead?

To be or not to be

I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't wanna feel depressed,yet at the same time I don't feel like being happy....maybe it's because of the song that I'm listening to now..all the oldies songs..=/ maybe I'm just tired of being too happy or too depressed...How I wish it is easy to have a simple life..but..Life always ain't easy and simple.....

Hmmm....

In my opinion, the worst thing someone can do is to love somebody although you know that they'll never love you back..=/

I'm strong

I heard this phrase from the radio...It caught my attention... 'Depression is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign that you have been strong for too long'. So,now is time for me to be weak and happy..=)

Positive thoughts

Recently I keep having negative thoughts..I realised that it's eating me and making me worse...So, I have to tell myself everyday that I just have to stop. Stop having negative thoughts but instead focus on the positive thoughts eventhough there is more negative thought running through my head right now. Negative. Stop! Positive....=)I'll try to have a positive thought today. i just have to stop thinking about negative thought...STOP!!!

Which

Would their life be better without me, or would my life be better without them?

Proud of myself

For the first time in my entire course,I managed to complete a tutorial!!!!Hahahahahha..I feel so academically exhausted right now...But there's two more tests this coming Saturday!!Omg!! Anyway,this morning went to Starbucks and drank their americano, I felt like I'm not myself..i think I can't drink coffee in the morning..I feel weird after that...